My ears hurt...I'm pretty sure they are infected. I've been taking my antibiotic though, so I hope I can get rid of it without going to the doctor again.

I'm tired and honestly...I'm avoiding cleaning my kitchen. I just don't want to!

I've been neglecting my blog because I found out that I can watch full episodes of Real World on the MTV site....I've been watching it for so many years I still love it. I'm a reality TV junkie...not everything, I do have my lines....but I like most of it.

I didn't go to Curves. I know...I sound like an alcoholic right? hanging my head and confessing to still drinking my sorrows away. I was going to blog more about it....but I just feel disgusted with myself right now....it's becoming something regular for me. Feeling fed up or just ashamed with me. I did buy a water today instead of a Pepsi.....I wish that could mean more.

So....I'm off to clean and get my nightly installment of Real World . . . . it's a good season! And I don't even have to wait a week between shows!